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KEAGAN SAYS.
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10 December 2005
memories unfold. was flipping thru my 2004 diary.. i smiled. finally found smth worth smiling for, laughing at. flashbacksss.... January not much.. juz my 6th Month anni with alex.. he was damn sweet i must say. moving on to.. Febuary oh!! Sec 4 malacca trip!! awhhhh.... haha n i fought with rachel bestie on the 2nd day and guess who the peacemaker was?! okok i know ttz mean. haha but its damn ironic la!! rmbr how we were discussin where to keep our money?? haha okok next.. my breakup?? had my tough times.. and realise how sweet all my frens are!! =) ok i shall skip March coming up next... YAY!! April!! haha damn cute... "at squash finals. she was damn shuai n super pro!! haha n she said bye!!" stupid rite!! haha there's more to come.. "damn lucky!! went to watch 50 first dates with Lemon Barley!!" tt was her nick den.. following up... May! this was the month when i finally got to know her n she got to know me! "ahhhhh!! she msged me?!" "first convo with her.. omg her voice so freakin deep!" "phone convo from 130 to 6 in the morning! *happy*" "waiting for bus 190 for 1 1/2hrs! thanks to her!" "i said r u gonna b my girl? i wan u to be mine!" "she fed me cookie in the theatre!! and she gave me a dollar heart! *melts*" din know i used such bimbotic terms.. i want to tell you today, how u took my breath away. when u struck me so strong, yet had no where to belong. that it is only thru the bad n foes, you 'll only find sweetness n greatness you always sought n fought for. i used to memorise this k!? fine i know im lame. june was bad. she left for m'sia twice once for tourney the other for hols. ohh!! but she msged sayin that she miss me!! and she called!! and and she went out of the room to call me 'baobai' haha.. im sorry. i know this is embarassin u. she sent me a F up email though before she left for hols stating the impossibles between us however.. how can i make this undone? what can i do? how can i stop this feeling inside of u? if i could make it undone, would u be there? u're still the spell im under.. do u stil care? awhhhhh... so swweeet! came along July. she's damn ass la!! only after i board the damn bus den she msged me sayin.. "actually i wanted to ask if u can stay" wad crap?! i was alrdy at the lift even so.. stil took cab down to duchess i mean.. wow finally can go her house hahaha.. hmmmm oh but someone juz refused to pat me to sleep n insist of hugging instead. haha i know u so gonna kill me. okok last one!! August.. yay!! my birthday! she was damn frickin sweet u knowww.... she asked my bestie(e class rep) to help her unlock my classroom door early early in the mornin so she could put my prezzie in class! oh!! and she spent the whole nite doing it apart from the 2hrs of bio. and it's the puzzle she was fixing back in KL!! ok. now im sorry! i din mean to push u off the chair.. u were juz toooo light! haha but u pushed me too!! n we both got screwed by ms goh! ahaha yeah rach bestie!! i know u are the best!! *my sweetest smile* remember remember??? i juz love u rach! i love u too jace! dun be jealous.. haha ok ttz it. =) enough to make my day! how do u go on, when ur heart starts to understand tt there is no turning back? |
Keagan
 An average guitar playing guy, with dreams and aspirations. one that like things simple and keep things that way. |